I am pleased that we had our time together, only the two of us no what went on behind closed doors. You love me and I love you and all the rest can say what they want. Blame me if it makes them feel better. We no thay are just trying to cover there own guilt. I have never repeated what you said to me on that sunday the last time I saw you as I no how it would destroy some people. Out of respect for you and the fact that im not a spitfull person, to soft you used to say. Maybe i am but you wouldnt have loved me if i was an other way. I no you wouldnt blame me even tho I blame myself. You are probably going mad with what is going on and what they are saying. I shouldnt let it get to me but I cant help it its a day we should all remember what a fantastic man you are not throw blame. I look forward desperatly to the day we are together again fuck the rest of them.xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx